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cant stand people who care to much about unimportant jobs. i promise it is not that serious.
#literally any office job#like unless peoples lives are on the line#its not that deep#i promise#i hate my job#they care way to much about fabric refreshers#i hate it here#am I apathetic#yes yes I am#office culture is wack#would love to do something fulfilling but capitalism has made me completely apathetic
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"He's gonna use this to his advantage." "Nothing could be worse for Biden's campaign" "his supporters are going to rally around him" shut. UP.
Y'all need to stop moping and put your money where your mouth is and vote.
#with the most aggressive southern accent you have ever heard:#Shutupandvotesohelpmegod#i am so sick of this doomer ass outlook on the election#oh you don't like him? vote against him.#put your money where your mouth is and quite being an apathetic little bitch.#american politics#donald trump
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Two former military elites taking merc jobs perform absolutely hellish battle tactics together.
#ffxiv#digital art#zenos yae galvus#estinien wyrmblood#adventurer zenos#I will always adore this duo conceptually#because like- socially theyre that aragorn-geralt brooding in a corner of a tavern meme#but in combat they are absolutely terrifying#the azure dragoon and the super soldier legatus are here to fuck up a poachers day#aka zenos is about to crossmap someone's airship cause he knows estinien cant make himself jump that far#why have him try to jump when he can just Olympic-level javelin toss this man#also guys#my dudes#all this time I've been working on adven!zenos being a tank#I... have realized I just write him like a warrior who isnt carrying a weapon- sturdy unkillableness and countering and all#I am only a little bit of a dumbass but orogeny just seems to live in my head rent free#it also gave me the terrifying concept of- after spending time with the scions and after the ultimatum-#of him trying to learn more about dynamis- and zenos being zenos starts learning eventually how to harness it#local calm apathetic man can berserk on command because he's a lot angrier/more expressive inwardly than most people expect#depending on how I look into it- it might be how he fuels most of his shinryu transformations but I'll have to work on it more#but ANYWAYS#I love the thought of these two hunting and working together#and estinien being tossed being turned into a tactic#especially with proper form#this is something ive wanted to draw for a very long time and im very happy I actually have the skill to do so now
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A Batman who kills people is a bad Batman. Except for Terry because he is my special boy. Terry can drown a man it's ok. He can literally shatter a woman it's fine.
#batman beyond#batman#terry mcginnis#I am doing my yearly rewatch to stave off a total collapse of the flesh vessel and wow#Terry kills so many fucking people in Season 1#even the people who he turns out to not have actually killed like...a reasonable person would think they were dead#there's no fucking way that Terry didn't shatter Inque thinking she would die. he killed the Terrific Trio in Heroes like yeah they#were dying anyways but that's like saying 'oh yeah I stabbed a terminally ill person but that's not murder bc they were dying'#he 100% killed/intended to kill at least like 5 people in the pilot ALONE#and Bruce just...doesn't say shit. he's like 'welp that's Terry I guess. he doesn't follow the same code as me'#On one hand that is a fascinating way to show how Bruce has become even more jaded and borderline apathetic to the evils of#the world (as also shown with his inaction towards Powers and general retreat from everything). On the other...what the hell#I want a Batman Beyond remake for so many reasons and one of them is because I feel like a more traditional plot structure#would further make this part of Terry's version of Batman really interesting as a drama driver
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Chim saying that Gerrard is hanging out with Buck bc Buck’s dumb & it makes Gerrard feel better about himself like Buck isn’t the one that came up idea after idea in the opening arc to save people when they didn’t have any other options and were floundering.
Literally leave my guy alone. He might not be great at knowing what he’s feeling but he IS book smart as fuck & I will not take this slander 😤
#911 abc#evan buckley#he’s emotionally stunted sure but he’s a SMART GUY#that was like the entire point. he is smart & resourceful & he wasn’t getting any recognition in the beginning and it made him 🥺🥺#he’s not dumb & I actually genuinely hate that joke LOL anyway#I know Chim’s like. the GA favorite & everyone says he can’t do any wrong but I do not get that#I am apathetic abt Chim at best 🙃#911 spoilers#oliver stark
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when i say i dont have empathy i mean it, when someone cries in front of me i will leave the room bc i see crying as just an attention seeking trap
#rigormortisangel#i see a lot of things as just being attention grabs ive been manipulated in every way possible so naturally#i grew to have no empathy and am completely apathetic to most peoples problems if not downright annoyed#ill entertain people if i like them or if itll benefit me somehow#ptsd#complex ptsd#c ptsd#actually ptsd#childhood trauma#trauma#npd#actually npd#npd safe#cluster b#actually cluster b#low empathy#no empathy
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lord its so dark in here the sahara desert of tsaritsa content you are like a shining oasis. your characterisation of her compels me & mihoyo would be hard pressed to top it imo.!! caaaaan i humbly request yr thoughts on her first meeting w a reader of any kind, or maybe even multiple kinds (sagau, sagau god au, isekai, etc) if you so desire...
it really is like a desert here. being the fan of a character we aren't getting until the last damn nation is driving me up a wall but i will persevere bc if nothing else i support morally bankrupt women in media. we r in a severe drought over here but i do my best. unfortunately nothing i say is ever coherent so pull out your translation notes its abt 2 be messy
also this got out of hand but thats bc first meetings w the tsaritsa are tricky to write + a LOT of her characterization lies in deeper exploration then just surface level yknow...NOT A DIG AT YOU this is just my excuse for rambling. gently pats the tsaritsa she can hold so much complexity i do not have the word count to delve into it completely :]
gonna talk cult au for a bit here though because that's 99% of my content. and honestly? she thrives in sub au's of the cult au like villain au + imposter au. it's basically made for her. i mean, early days, the imposter au had been going around for a little while but one of the first few ideas was the Fatui taking reader in so like. it kinda technically actually was. pretty sure cult au Tsaritsa popped up because of the imposter au. a lot of it's writers kinda left though which. man am i getting old or.
anyway.
there isn't much of a chance her first impression is all that positive. at best it's usually neutral, imo, but rarely if ever positive. specifically because i view the Tsaritsa as someone who isn't as fanatical as most of the acolytes typically are towards the creator. she's not exactly going to worship the ground you walk on unlike a certain geo lizard. which is partially why i think she thrives in the sub au's i mentioned.
imposter au, for example. she meets you at your lowest. there's no gaudy extravagance or pampering from the acolytes waiting for you because your own acolytes have turned on you. for all intents and purposes you aren't a "god" at all. which is why i don't think she meshes well with normal cult au reader. the Fatui are made up of outcasts, basically, and imposter au slots right in just perfectly. you're weak, at your lowest, when you meet the Fatui in the imposter au. and the Fatui can help you, too.
a mutual exchange, really. the Tsaritsa sees a tool she can use to one up the rest of the nations and especially Archons, and she has no qualms about you using her and the Fatui in turn. you both want something out of it, after all. whether you just want to be safe from the rest of the acolytes, or you want revenge, or whatever else..she'll give you the power to fulfill it, and she gains the strongest piece on the chessboard when all is said and done.
the best way i can describe the first meeting is "practical", i suppose. she sees an opportunity in you. the ultimate gamble. because if she "saves" you, and you dont trust anyone else because they tried to kill you, well..she holds all the cards, doesn't she?
but the Tsaritsa, imo, is just as capable of being just as fanatical towards you as anyone else. she just won't worship you as the creator. but as yourself? clawing your way back to your divine power and taking back what belongs to you? the Tsaritsa is, to me, a character who's character flourishes in long-term fics more because she changes a LOT between "just met reader" and after having been with reader for some time. she's practically apathetic at the beginning but a lot of her character, in my characterization, shines through LONG after the first meeting.
#asks#Anonymous#sagau#tsaritsa#like. am i explaining this coherently?? first meetings r GOOD and i could go on a tangent of like. first meetings w zl and make it work#but first meetings w the tsaritsa is like. you just cooked a 5 course meal. took one bite. called it a day.#so much of my characterization lies in the “after” of the first meeting#because her first meetings are generally the same. she's apathetic at best!! she does not gaf abt the creator in the SLIGHTEST#but show that you are more then the creator? that you do not cling to the title like a shield? that you do not rely on it?#youve got the worst person youve ever known ready to kill a man for you.#tsaritsa is very like. EXTREMELY hard to earn the trust of but when you do she will kill someone for you no hesitation no question#which is why she works SO WELL in villain au and imposter au!!!!!!!!!#esp if theres a fake “creator” calling you the imposter. she hates their ass and was .5 seconds from dethroning them anyway#you just made it 10x easier#also cant do just first meetings bc i am incapable of not shoving themes of love into every fic w her SORRY#tsaritsa going on a full multiple month long mental breakdown bc she is not in love with you but she would destroy everything for u..#(shes in denial)#tsaritsa and complex themes of love and what it means for the god of love to be incapable of feeling it + what it means when reader shows u#LIKE UGHHHHHH okay. i guess ill write another tsaritsa fic and put it in my vault#aka my drafts#i hold so many fics hostage there its crazy#this answered like 0 of ur questions sorry i see tsaritsa and black out and this happens#i just think first meetings dont let her character really come thru but my response got out of hand so uhhhhh everyone look away. please#putting tape over my mouth now so i shut up before this gets worse#basically tsaritsa gravitates more towards outcast reader rather then one who has already become accustomed to the adoration of the acolyte#does that make sense........#i havent slept in forever and im running on nothing but spite and dreams atp dont expect coherency when it comes 2 the tsaritsa from me#head in hands someone please stop me i keep rambling abt the tsaritsa it makes me go NUTS#lays down. explodes
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CARICATURE OR COMPANION
zac oyama as pib in d20: neverafter
#pib neverafter#neverafter#dimension 20#web weaving#pib and death's conversation was so fascinating like who am i if not these stories#but pib's struggle as he wants to be beyond these stories like he cares abt tim ! he apologised to red ! he likes the people he's with !#but he's not meant to care he's meant to be like the wolf and just be apathetic beyond his purpose#d20#zac oyama#pib#puss in boots#also yes this is a web weaving thing abt a cat in boots. i am crazy#nic talks#me threatening: just u wait until i drop the gerard x litany post
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I understand not liking all of Harris's policies. I understand not wanting her as president. I understand believing she will not improve things for the vast majority of people. what I don't understand is looking at the two choices we have and choosing to focus on how much she will not help, because if we're honest at worst she will maintain status quo, whereas Trump is vying to make it worse. like at a certain point you gotta man up and understand that sometimes you're not voting for who wins but rather who loses. why would you rather Harris lose than Trump
#uspol#this has been a post#also please note that I am not saying the status quo is good! it's terrible in a lot of ways for most people!#why would you want it to get worse#'we already survived one trump presidency' a lot of people didn't!!!!#also you may have noticed things did get demonstrably worse as a result of his policies!#there's a lot I hate about the Democratic Party. and their policies and the things that aren't THEIR policy but that they're too weak#or apathetic to change#I wish we had more than a two party system#but that won't happen without election reform
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What if.
Listen, I see Ed and Al as trans in anyway (though my preferred hcs as of current are transfem Al and Transmale Ed).
But what if, WHAT IF transfem Ed?
What if, double hear me out, transfem Wrath(03)?
.... Yes, I'll see myself out, thank you for listening.
#these thoughts just randomly hit me ngl#i honestly see Ed as transmale mostly#and i see Wrath as agender or gender apathetic (i think is the term)#but#transfem Ed and Wrath entered my mind like a few minutes ago#i am not sane#fma#fullmetal alchemist#fma 03#fma 2003#fma edward#fma alphonse#fma 2003 wrath#wrath fma 2003#wrath 03#fma wrath#wrath#edward elric#ed elric#cos alphonse#alphonse fma#alphonse elric#Al's not the center of this post#i plan on drawing Al more soon btw#but Wrath Ed brainrot is consuming me currently#random ramblings#maybe i will draw transfem Ed and Wrath...#i think this is partially bc i keep seeing “toxic yuri” stuff and i just listened to a song#i dunno
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today’s gender is…
a fucking migraine
(18 September 2024)
#I am NOT fucking with the concept of gender today 🙅#apagender#gender apathetic#genderqueer#lgbt#lgbtq#lgbtqia#nonbinary#queer#todays gender is#trans#whats todays gender
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why does the hand of god seem so cold?
#legato bluesummers#legato trigun#trigun#legato fanart#not ship art#not necessarily not ship art#i am apathetic to the ship#to say that legato didn't love knives would be a lie#but to say i like the ship wouldn't be true#it's complicated#trigun stampede#trigun manga#trigun maximum#audgepodge art
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Some of you have never been the friend that No-one listens to and it shows
#hey. makes sure your friends get to finsih their thoughts#make sure theyre heard#it is so obvious when im in a group and someone wants to speak but doesnt get the chance#to see my own friends be the ones speaking over others is heartbreaking#there is a special awareness that comes with being unwanted in a group#its painful to know that if i wasnt so outspoken i too would not be heard#if i didnt look the way i did if i was a little less nice and concilient noone would want me around either#anyways#make sure noone is walking behind on the narrow sidewalk#makes sure everyone gets to express their thoughts and opinion#like idk. people see me as cool most times but thats just not the truth#how many times have i been the cool person until that coolness turns out to be something else entirely?#im not cool i am apathetic#sorry for this word vomit im feeling things rn
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ive said it before and i'll say it again: just because industry is polluting an overwhelmingly large amount does not make individual action to help preserve the environment useless. obviously, reducing waste from the biggest polluters is a priority but it's worth remembering that even though you may feel like just one person, you're actually one out of 8 billion people and if enough of us all do the same thing, it can actually make a massive difference. it requires the individuals involved to actually commit and make the choice to do it tho
#we get into another whole host of issues if we wanna discuss What action is most important to take#but imo that varies a lot by locality and is also above my pay grade (i.e. i don't rly know i just am scared by this weather lately)#the apathetic attitude just bothers me#like there's no electoral college for the climate we're not gonna end up in a position where ur vote doesn't count#everyone matters!! whether they want to or not#bri babbles
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casually going through YT on a long ass drive:
INFORMATION VIDEOS ABOUT THE GOOSEWORX SICH THAG I DIDNT KNOW ABOUT-
oh. God.
So. Apparently Gooseworx was doxxed! That's uh- not good. I'm genuinely terrified for them about this- and the thing is it's not a uncommon thing to happen among indie communities- luckily the post with the dox was taken down, but even still. I hope they are ok-
There has just been- a lot going on. Since TADC has a hug fandom, it also has a huge hatedom. Its.. crazy to say the least.
Gooseworx has also been accused of having a Dr1ll1ng fedish.
I personally didn't know what it was until this and I wish to unlearn it
Tw for the next paragraph: dr1ll1ng fedish, serial killers, possible necrophilia?? It should be over on the paragraph after the next.
So for those who do not know a drilling fedish is the fedishization of something infamous serial killer Jeffery Dahmer did. As a 'experiment' he drilled a hole into the head of his dead victims, and poured acid into the head, hoping to create a mindless sex doll basically. Really gross shit.
Goose was being accused of having this fedish a bit back, and now people are using it against them.
When shown old allegations of the possiblity of them having a drilling fedish, they swept it off, saying there was no proof it was a fedish.
Although I don't believe goose has a drilling fedish, the fact that the drew such a thing casually is a tad concerning.
I'm going to link a video about the situation that explains it a bit better than I do.
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And let's say hypothetically all the allegations are true, that does NOT mean they should be doxxed. No one deserves that. No endless they are a murderer or something really bad like that, then they do. To the authorities.
Anyway, thank you for listening, I hope everything ends ok-ish in the end.
#pomni#amazing digital circus#the digital circus#tadc fanart#gooseworx#tadc jax#tadc pomni#tadc#tadc oc#tadc moon#tadc caine#the amazing digital circus#tadc meme#gooseworx pink city#gooseworx what have you done to me#gooseworx digital circus#gooseworx fanart#Gooseworx allegations#Also I know I seem pretty apathetic. I am genuinely worried about all of this#I'm just not the best at expressing this#Youtube
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the post grad why did i get an art degree what am i even doing what do i want in life where am i going crisis has finally hit i want to. lie down in the dirt. or something
#WHAT AM I DOING!!!!#i get up i go to my stupid retail job i stick labels on bags they pay me fucking thirteen bucks an hour i come home i lie on the couch#too tired to draw in too much pain to go anywhere no energy to reach out to college friends to do anything fun#no idea where the even start with getting an industry job no clue what i even WANT at this point#trying to remember what i loved so much about comics i want it BACK i HATE this#WHAT IS THE POINT!!!! WHAT DO I WANT WHERE AM I GOING!!! WHAT COMES NEXT!!!!!!#there's no clear career trajectory i can't do freelance i need structure i can't work too much i need free time#my brain doesn't work every job requires me to move across the country the irs just took fucking three hundred stupid dollars from me#my friends live in different states i can't get a job without experience i can't get experience without a job#i can't work on my portfolio with no energy and no time and i dont have any money and everything is so expensive all the time#i can't get anywhere bc i dont drive and im too stressed to think about taking driving lessons again#and WHAT DO I WANT!#THE MOST INTERESTING THING I DO EVERY WEEK IS GO TO PHYSICAL THERAPY!#I AM EXCITED EVERY WEEK FOR PHYSICAL THERAPY!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!#anyway WHATEVER i need to go to bed#delete later#i got into spx. today. so. had to have a crisis about how i felt when i attended spx (energized. excited. a part of something. ambitious)#versus how i feel now (tired. unmotivated. kind of apathetic about art. disconnected)#i dont miss the stress of school but i miss being around other artists. ppl who speak your language and who want the same things you want#ppl who are excited abut art and that makes YOU excited about art. ppl who get you#i miss that i want that back#whatever. its 1am i gotta go shower i have an 8.5 hour shift tomorrow. wahoo. $13.50/hr lets go
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